Finally she say she once love me before....

Its was wednessday. I have no lesson, and i woke up with a happy dream... Finally everynite i have a dream it usally is a stupid 1 but today was a happy 1.

Oh i think i woke up with a smile. i dream of a girl. I got to say sorry to mj... Because she was not in my dream last night. lol. Er, this girl was a girl which let me understand alot of things. Because the reason of losing her is because i am too timid, coward another word. She let me understand that a girl won't wait forever for a guy, a guy need to grap whole and cheris what they have. (past)
It was a sad story with me and the girl but i think in real life she did not knew that i have like her, because i don even have the courage to do so. But she do give me a sweet and unforgetable memories...

In my dream, i finally have the courage to ask her this question...

"have you ever like me before?"

" yes! she replied"

I was so happy with that replied but i think after that i am awake by my mother moring call for asking what i want to eat for breakfast.

And that was basically my main part of my dream.

The replied seem so real to me... Although she have never once told me before she love me in real life, but her action tell me so. Although some ppl tell me, or she is just playing with u last time? But i feel she won't.

I was happy because i feel that at least in dream(now) i have the courage to tell her and ask her that i like her before. Maybe now i am really a person who deal with relationship better? At least i tell mj what i don't like about her, and we don quarrel unneccessary...

Also feeling happy because, if that was a real reply from her( since we already have our own relationship already) i will know that all the care and love i have once given her have not gone to waste. And i am not cheated...

Although i know u will not see my blog but then hope all the best in ur relatioship... Stay cute forever. I will be ur friends always....

written at.10:37 AM