Monday toto... strike 8 people strike first prize, some over night became rich and some was quite sad because he or she was queving under the rain for a few hour. Yishun 7 eleven singapore pools always strike first prize, and this time they strike too.

I was not belonging to both of the group i have mention but then i came from a very special group. I went alot of place to place bet on quick pick. Another word i saw singapore pool having not much people queving i will go and place a few dollar of bet. So in the end when time to check wheather i won any ticket anot i myself also quite shock I spent 18 dollar on toto itself. I don't know i spent so much on toto. Unlike both my parent they only spent 3 buck each on monday toto. So i though spenting so much i would as least strike a 20 dollar, but then i am wrong. From all the ticket i have buy all did not have even one number from the result.
In the end went home i ask my father......

" did u help me buy toto?"...

father repied:" is there lo"...

I check for the number, wow my father help me buy at least gt 3 word correctly strike sei, better then mine.. I spent about 16 dollar buying myself but mostly all 1 or 2 number strike only. But my father help me spent 2 dollar and 3 Word correctly strike.( 1 more number to strike $20)

So after that i think through carefully... " am i too native thinking i can win toto"?

Spenting so much on toto i regreted. Bet soccer at least better rite? Higher chance, but i was really attract by the 5.5 millon.... haiz...

But after this, i am seriouly awake. I don want to think so much or weather i can win toto or what liao la. I think want to earn money must also depend on yourself better. I will still contine bettting but in a small amount like 2 or 3 dollar. I few that recent week i have being really staying in " In hao land" I am emotional, i am bad temper.... I don't want to like that. I want to be a mature person, i mean as in think more positivly and try not to think so far. I want to put in more effort in the things i do. I want to strive for my dream.....

I was really slacking... i want to work hard, although i knew that school ending to alot of us, but then to me is not. I am really going to make full use of my time this time. I want to studies and prepare for my O level exam. This exam is really so dragging me, i was moving but my mind was not moving. When ever i think i want to studies well for my poly stuff, this question pass through my mind........ " can you do it? O level math u also cannot take it liao and now u are dealing with some A math so can u get good result in poly?"

So my coming program for september will be a busy month... Working, chalet, studies.... work i only work for few day. chalet i think i have 3 to 4 to go. Studies i think must be every day abit liao. And i also want to complete my DIY shirt and SHoe.... That day went J8 so many nice diy shoe i was impress by them... 1 word nice... hehe. I was really very enthu with that...my shirt was 1/4 done and my shoe is just some reseach going on only. I am recently learning to tied nice shoelace pattern. Hehe. i would try out on some lousey shoe first before i get my first Converse high cut shoe. If i really get whole on how to design, of course i want to design it to MJ first. I want her to get the shoe which the world only consist off a one and only shoe... Shoe Written on it.... "MJ" : ) Moreover i wish i could design some nice 1 to give my good friend as their bday present? Or maybe to say kang on Xmas? I feel really bad not to give him any present as when my bday he was the only friend that pass me a present. A shirt some more.. i think it cost at 30 dollar ba...

I think i am really going to work hard, superstar is coming... i started to feel that excitement and fear le. i am quite scare actually.... i am really going to think what song i should sing le.... : )

written at.9:46 AM