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Sunday, October 08, 2006

BusY BUsy stress stress busYZ stress - i mad liao....

Haiz.. it have being like a week since i have blog. This time round i really have to blog not a very happy entries. CAuse i AM SUPER! busy and STRESS. My life now was really very hard. I think i really cannot take it le. My head going to exploded le. The most important factor that make me exploded and come out of the sunden was the stupid survey.
I should not have really help out in the first place. I am very native. I still though today sunday i could complete the whole 5 outlet in amk. But the whole day i could only complete 1 outlet.

I am really very sad to have given up and help my co worker till here only. BUt what i have to say i have already try my best le. My supervisor say she was angry with me and told me if i know i will be very busy then why never say that in the first place. But no 1 understand me... If i never do any survey outlet she will sure say me and pressure me, asking why i never took on any outlet and stuff. So with my native deterimation i still though 1 day i could complete. WHo understand me how much stress i have? Every one care for themself. Although i really know that survey jobs is difficult i still take up so many outlet. JUST because of 1 word... " steady"

Because of this word i am willing to help and willing to piang. But with just deterimation was not enough, i am still a human. I will shedule here for u all to see how busy i am......

Replug perfromance coming up- old folk home performace, a donation performance in school.

All this need time to stay back after school to train and pratice. After back home have energy to study math?

poly lite badminton tournament - training date, tue, thur, satarday.

My badminton skill have being drop really. Stamina is not the main reason now. I need to be consistant. Alot of people are fighting for the my position(self proclaim) 3rd single. i think i am going to lose up this place with my current skill. haiz...

Working for roadshow @ J8 - on the 18 and the 22 of oct.

Having left 26 days to my o level i still take out 2 full free day for work and help out? I still not steady enough. I actually just plan to take 1 day. My supervisor still ask me to work more. cause not enough ppl.

Contact lens survey - date from 4th oct to 15 oct.

Ya, this contact lens survey really take up alot of my time. Wed nite go sun plaza visual art whole from 6 to 9. Complete 10 forms need another, so sat after training i complete another 10 forms from there. then today amk? Complete 1 outlet instead of 5. In neighbourhood place, without aircon. Tired....

All this i have say was a program from last week till novmeber around mid. WIth all that you think will i die? So stress... really... i really cannot take the survey that y i told my supervisor i have to stop. really.... I did not have time to spent any time with my friends and of course studies with the survey thing on lo.

And u know what? We are told to go down to work inside a spectacles shop and My main company never infrom the shop outlet? They expect us to go down inside the shop without approver? YA, we are given a authorisation letter but no use, i go every shop they say they don't know i coming down to do survey.? wth? Then how we going to do? U expect a stranger to stay in ur shop for the whole day? OH god... Really cannot take it... SO can we get angry with our boss? or supervisor?

HAis.. i don care liao la. I really got headache now lei. LIke pain pain like that.... haiz.... NOW most improtant things was to tresure every mintues and seconds.. O level is more important.... Won't be posting often this month...

written at.8:13 AM