Initially i was so busy... But now i am so free. I can't get used to it. Seriouly i don noe who fault it is? And seriously i am hurt that you say that you need to take a break. So why have you ever though of having 1? I am not good? haiz... I also never though what of having a break and need to recosider why are we together in the first place? Is already 9 month already. it have being so long and you say that to me. Fair? Don you think that was a selfish though? haiz...

Just can't get used to my hp being so quite the whole day... y? y? y?

Don you not really think you have change? Last time you don treat me this way... Is it all the defending i have thought you, you use it on me?

Don't you know i care most for you? Worry for u?

Seem that all the program i have plan initially will not going to hapen...

we can't go to esacpe theme park already?

Seem that the movie will be stop showing when you return from break or maybe even not returing.

Seem that all the places which i want to go with you can't happen le.

Seem that this x mas i will be spenting it alone.......

i feel sad rite now? but i don think u will rite? I don even think you will read my post because i noe you are happy without me rite? haiz...

Guess i will be singing eason. lonely x mas in my next perfromace....

Lonely lonely chirtmas, merry merry chirstmas...... haiz.

written at.11:40 AM