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Finally... o level have just ended. yes! i was really very very happy. I hope stress don't come to me too often if not i will die very soon i think. Today paper 2 i think i did much better then paper 1 ba, i just hope i can pass my math i am very happy le.
Finally i can do my own things already... That so many things i want to do so many thing i want to learn but due to this o level i can't.... Does anyone know how much stress i am really dealing with? This was the 3rd time taking math already, what if fail? I studies so hard, i need to work hard for badminton. But i think a person can only give his best on a single thing and neglect his another. rite? During this period of time i feel that i have tell the whole world i have o level exam, haha. Cause i need to reject alot of things coming ma. hehe. My work places was the most naggy, tell them i have exam keep wanting me replace other worker. Seriously is not i don't want but i have no time to replace. In the end i choose not to reply my boss msg.
Saying about today, the match i play was a total disgrace. I lose to someone i feel that i should not lose. My stamina really suck. Serious speaking out of all the 4 matches i have play none have play to my expectation.
In today game i really want to win, but i have really bad stamina. Actually not all on my stamina but i feel i really don't have enough rest this 2 week. when i was playing half way i felt giddy actually, during some point of time i was blur, i don't know where i am hitting the shuttle actually. The previous nite I slept at 4am and i wake up at 10 plus to studies for today paper, i ate half of the wanton mee which my mother have bought, after that 2pm i went to take a 2 and half hour long paper i went straight to sp to play. When i reach sp it was 6. After taking the paper i was really tired my neck was so pain. But after finish the paper i got a sense of " mission accomplish" oh ya, somethings i really have a strange 2 week. When there is day i slept too little i was very tired. (little refer to 2 hour like that). But the next day i can sleep more i sleep for 10 hour, i wake up having headaches. I don't know also... And during this bed time i dreams of stupid dreams, someday even nitemare... That how bad i have for this few week......
And on monday against nyp it was my last chance. i hope i have a good rest the day before the match and help rp win a point.
Seriously i will go all out for it. I think tml going jog, maybe sunday ask my brother to train me also. haha.
I am very glad that today alvin won a point for rp. yesh! rp have not get thrash 5-0 hor! On monday i will really give my 100% and i will show the other people i am sembawang seconday first singles. I can earn a point too. I want to show my brother i can win too. I have enough of suanning from both my brother.... haiz.
Enough of badminton stuff, i just can't control myself... i wanna go sing. Yes. so many song for me to learn. First i want to learn jolin jia zhuang using my own styles. hehe. I am trying very hard to learn to sing girl singer song to a guy 1. I wanna go k box! i wanna sing ai shi kong with lw and jl.. haha
Yes finally i have time to complete my song... i want to complete it real soon. hehe...
LAstly.... happy birthday dennis... bye. nite....
written at.11:35 AM