This weeks, have not being that good for me. Tired after badminton tournament. Wanting to have a good rest. But i do not have. Sat(27 jan) i went back to training, but bad things happen on me. I was HUMILATED!!! U noe what everyone? My good friend humilated me in the court.

The story goes like this... he call me to play double with a guy call A and my coach. A was a bad guy i would say, but of course we are all giving him a chance and be friend with him again. So "A" and coachs partner was very strong, compare to my good friend and me. Seriously i know i will lose, cause normally people who partner me usually lose. This is a curse i would say. I know the result, i want to reject them for the match, but if i say don't want, i like spoliting the mood, so i accepted the match.

The first match goes badly for us, we lost both set. "A" started to turn proud, commenting " okok, we don smash them already to my coach" Of course i was quite unhappy with those comment And i know my friend was not too. I try to play hard but my double skill was not good enough. we lose like shit, my friend begin to get more n more "tu lan".

So we have a second game. During this point of time, i keep giving them point i keep hiiting the shuttle to the net. But there is a shuttle my good friend scolded me. He told me those basic things which i already know. He don't understand me. HE Humilated me in front of everybody, saying in an angry tone, " I smash already u must go in front and cover, why are u still standing here? This shuttle is my ball why you go and take!

This was a first time i was being told such a simple thing in my life in front of the whole team. So many ppl was watching us play. There is even vistor like steph friends, and his younger brother.

I was patience enough not scold him back, cause i will still consider him as my friend.

Haiz, ppl really don't know my style. Who will want to lose in a game? So what if we really lose to other ppl? Is just a game?

U did not respect my style of playing... I am disapointed with u, as my friends or teamates.

I don't want to get angry with u. But the consequence is that the whole team was watching and you say me untill like this? Make me lose face?

nvm for the training. I went home, thinking that my gal will console me. But SHe nv. She even make me more upset. I Always spare a though for her, but she nv care for me.

all because of she i did not met up with lw, jl, ws. I should have just met up with them so as they can console me maybe? Much better then my gal does i think...

In the end i met my best friend at 8pm for dinner. Really my best frend, even he ate aready still acomanpany me... thank friends... hee...

i am tired now, my entries will be blur i think. sorry if u do not understand. nite...

written at.10:09 AM