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No more... haiz
What a lonely night i have. Not much ppl i can talk to, and not much ppl worth to talk to, because they don wanna talk to me too. First of all i would say, ppl don read my blog already la. Its all rubbish... Writting here is all sad sad sad ... No point reading blog post by a useless person...
But i still need a place or medium for me to vent out my feeling....
Today was a lonely day for me. Went back badminton, but i have no much motivation too. Always when i was refilling the water from the water cooler, i feel emotional again. The bottle which is a bottle of support or a bottle of sadness from her? But no matter what... i hold on to the bottle almost everytime when i am not in a game... I am so afraid i will just lost the bottle. I wanted to put it inside my racket bag, but the bottle leak waters easily so i hold on.
I don't want to lost the last present which she have gave me... Even though was a cheap 1, but its still show love, care, concern.
I don't want to lost the last present which she have gave me... Even though was a cheap 1, but its still show love, care, concern.
Sometime i am thinking is my present for her meaningful enough? Will she still sometime take alook at it? So many things will lead me back.. I really can't move on without you. I swear...
Why is love so painful? Why always when i fall so deep in love with a person already and the person leave me ? Why? Why are you the 1 allow me to believed in love and then throw me away? Why? Are they playing with me? last time i was like that... Now its happen to me again... haiz... I am just stupid in relationship wat, y? Nt giving me.......
So... no more happy ever after? No more "in a relationship le"? haiz.... Maybe its was all my retribution ba...
written at.12:05 PM