Music Without U;

Monday, February 26, 2007

那女孩对我说

那女孩对我说说她已经不爱我

说她的世界　真的不需要了我

她渐渐忘了我　但是她并不晓得

遍体麟伤的我一天也没再爱过

那女孩对我说说我是一个小偷

偷她的时间丢进我的拉及通

她只需要自由只想背着她的梦

一步步向前走她给的永远

没有

- sing to the song of 那女孩对我说...

haiz... i still feel pain. Whenever i think of it i feel really pain. What can i do to.... haiz..

Today they have supper, but i skip that supper because i am sick.

I went to tpy. Find her... Its have being some days since we met. But during this days seem like year to me. Really. I really miss you... i passed her the "xiang xi duo" i collected recently at the places which i grew up(amk). I recently went back that places a few time, but all i can collect is the few "xiang si duo " There no longer like last time when i am still in pri sch days. Where the whole patch of floor is full of its. I regret never collect them when i am smaller... Everytime i feel so aimless and got nothing to do, i will drop by that places to take some... In the end i can only collect around 60 plus. Sometime i know i am like a clown, but i don't mind be your clown just to make u feel happy. The first time i am writting letter for a girl too. But sometime i have no choice, I am bad at expressing myself to people.

Seriously i feel alot people feel that i am always very arrogrant, very tui pai, proud and all. But.. did i? Why people got this feel.. haiz. I noe i my sensitive la.... people close to me should know rite? Really bad at expressing myself. Maybe what i have wrote in the letter was rubbish to you too, but it all what i really mean in my heart.

Maybe i have wrote things in the letter to make you angry too? i don't know... haiz..

I know there are always people surronding me, living as painfully as me or even worst too. But emotion are difficult to say, sometime we choose to be happy but certain occasion happy time can lead to back to our sadness... Am i right?

OK, stop here. I really hope i did not make you angry or what...I just can't take anymore shock.... I just really really miss you.

written at.11:33 AM