Tuesday, March 13, 2007
emo n worried
I don't know what i should have wirte also. I don't know. I am emotational during this time again... Although i am tired, but i don't feel like sleeping.
Today after went home replacing dorcas for work. I felt that lonelyness again. I don't know what to do and went down for a walk. I tell my parent that i am buying food back, but i was never hungry. Wonder near the few void deck, i really feel that i am going crazy. I sometime really cannot control myself of doing such things... After wonder i felt tired and sit and some block to rest.
In my mind i was asking should i ask some friend out to supper? But in the end i drop the idea because its was aready near 12 mid nite already.
I really don't know what i should do? Even if i have money i have no longer a place for me to spent...
oh yea, today work kanna scolded by the shop people. He was like so rude to me.. But nvm i tolerate.
Sometime when i get scolded or what i am thinking, is my face really so nt likeable? I think i should be changing my image in the new future... Maybe i should cut my hair real short...
Was msging her just now, but sundenly stop. She felt alseep ba. Take care.
written at.12:12 PM