I felt really sad now. I really feel i am so lonely... For most of the time, i have msg her, call her, she did not answer my call. Sometime i feel, its is so hard. I really don't know what to do.... So hard to move on.

Yes, for now i am starting to question myself, so how many true friend do i have? Who are the 1 who really care for me? Who are the one who will be there for me when i am in trouble? Life is really so hard... Seriously sometime i ask myself, why would i always look back?

And sometime i ask, why did't she even take a single glance back at her life? Is it all i have give is empty? All i have given is rubbish? i feel really sad when i know that the person no longer take even a single glance back. Once again i feel i am so useless.... No wonder last time my pri sch teacher call me rubbish bin. No wonder all my friend call me fei ren.

Y do you reply so fast to that question when i asked? a special places can have good friend, best friend inside too.. Or maybe i was never ever once in ur heart b4...

i understand you. we are still a link...

friend or love?

comparing, friends, money, and love. I will still rank love first... Friends seconds, and money the last...

written at.11:04 AM