1. 1st, is li long my best friend ( sms)
2. 2nd, is Pei Qin( sms)
3. 3rd, kai tai( verbal)
4. chin hong (sms)
5. Benjamin ( verbal)
6. ling wei (sms)
7. Dennis (tag me)
8. doreen (sms)
9. Dorcas / poly (sms)
10. wee siang ( msn)
11. mj

Till now its was all the person have wishes me. To all thank alot, but i have no much mood on bday too. I am sick really... A sickness that nothing on earth can cure. Maybe i should have taken sleeping pills, a medicine that can allow my time to fly faster. Why can't i sleep through this holiday? And when i wake up, sch start, i got stress and my mind won't think that much.When ever i think back its is really like something poking through my heart. A feeling of a shilver, cold even without the breeze. Its was so hard to describe... Maybe when someone lost her love they may feel it. But calling me not to think, is totally impossible. So many things have done together, so many up and down. Went through so many, how can i say i did not think back?

i woke up everyday still having the same feeling... my brain just tell me " u have lost her already, she is no longer urs " When i look at the hp times, its just remind me, was she late? When i see food, its just let me think of her again. When i was washing my plates, i was thinking did they call her to wash their plates again? When i went out. Whenever the train passes Tpy, its only bring me back to time seating down waiting for her in the station. So how can i say forget? Or say i don't think?

I don't think what i hope for will happen this year for sure. Normally i will wish for 3 things, lst is world peace, 2nd is i hope my friend n family will be healthly and happy. 3rd was usually my special wish, A wish which is so hard to come by...

Yes, today, i kick a ball into the reservious when playing soccer. So gulity for doing that. I always think i can run very fast, but nevertheless i lose to the speed of a rolling ball. When i reach i saw the ball roll down already. Yes btw Ch say i was skinny... I felt sad. I want to grow stronger. But maybe was my bad appetienc that make it.

I include a song into my blog. One of my fav song. I fall for jolin because of this song. I usually listen to them when i feel really sad. Its have being so long i have listen to them.This time round i really can't take it. This time round, wei hao really lose... Lost till I have nthing. Sometime i don't know a lyric of the song will happen in real life too...

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