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Today
Today... Plan to cut my hair. But Alan and guys are no longer in sembawang shop already. Sembawang shop have being pull down... Meet ben to eat then acc me to cut yishun to cut hair. But we can't find the yishun outlet.... Call Alan and guys, and alan their yishun outlet are not ready yet, and he told me that he will be at hougang outlet.
Thinking of going down all the way to hougang, but i feel bored traveling all the way down so far.
In the end head down to ben house. Ben n kt together with his poly friend play majong. So me? what was i doing down there? I don't know also.... But just want to kill my time off... Sitting at the sofa, don't know i can sit down there alone for an hour plus. Maybe i should really learn majong. No confident i would say for me, even though i still noe how to play, but i was never good. Need some real refreshing of playing majong if really need to sit down on a table to play with them.
After sitting at ben house for sometime, i remenber i am at kahbit, so i call say kang... So i meet him for a while to chat... Since such a long time i have really saw him and chat with him... We chat about our life... How what was the first things he say when he saw me u noe?
" wah, ur hair really too long le la".
People, i noe la.. But alan move, so i have no chance to cut. Edwin gf, also say my hair was alittle long too. Sometime i look into a mirror i feel that i was really ugly... Really..
So Sk told me that he have a stress period of life too. I really misunderstanding him, now i noe why he stay so close with her gf. Sk have his own problem too, a problem which is so hard to solve.
He told me that now, he is trying to read something about stock, shares and all. Maybe i should too.. earning 1000 can buy a "log"(don noe spell correct anot) he say... Maybe i should earn my 1000 and buy it too.. haha...
So after chatting finish, i nearly can't catch the last train. Lucky i ran fast enough... Just to jump in...
Headed home, and my brother told me somethings which i hate to hear...
" yesterday pizza hut, and movie, i caluculated, 25 buck each"...
I replied " i though that was ur treats?"
brother:" i treats dad, mum, sis already, wat u expect?"
Me: "wah, i even think of lending 50 dollar from you lei, i really no money le, my cut hair money came from mum too"
Brother:" Wah, don't take from them, they have no money le lei"
Me:" xing i have no choice, i want to cut hair, i feel that i am just so ugly"
Brother: "You are always ugly"
Diaoz... And he laugh... So i am in and additional of 25 buck more. So for the time being, ppl involving in organising chalet, class bbq I can't pay the fee on time ok?... Monkey long in the committee? Know my situation right? I use all my money on that days already... leaving 1 bucks in the bank. U told me not to use all hor? But i never listen.. Nvm, even though all i get back was only that. But i have no regret for doing that... so help me hold back the money part first... ok?
Saw quite a number of ppl online, but want to bath first and chat with them. But when i am back they are gone. Even ppl like online-ing late ppl like ben, Charmaine all left... I got no one to chat.... Sian...
Yesterday nite, chat with Charmaine... She like not very happy. She say she is busy. She say why like no 1 want to help her? I told her, i am helping you, don worry... She told me something " "sometime i feel i can depend on someone to help me do things"
And she just left the conversation saying goodnite...
Stun... Charmaine, i am helping you don worry. But no 1 seem like going u know? i ask him already, he say see first? what can i do?... For her, i don really dare to msg her le.... So got to ask her urself... Can understand my situation now? Helping you was ok, but i was so afraid of getting reject already... I will be there on 1st aprail, doreen is my friend too, so don worry...
Time for this week to pass was so hard. Its was a hard week i would say.... Totally not much program. Can't find much program with a dollar with me too...
But later moring... Jogging with say kang....
爱情是美丽? haiz... Not for me anymore....
written at.12:15 PM