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ALWAYS BELIEVE... LOVE IS BEAUTIFUL
你好就好 (Ni hao jiu hao)...
Hello everyone i am back to blog. i post a song which i sang myself. Ni hao jiu hao... its really speak my feeling for now. If you feel irritated please cancel this blog page. Comment on my blog skin and vocal is welcome but not to harsh if its is not good. hee. Because all this need courage to do it. And some more i only sing a record 1 time only. But i doubt the imeem can allow the song to play a full song.
I think i got to temporary put my link in my msn. So good friends don't link me first, i will change url soon and give my real link to u all.
so my life now? feeling so sad and down all this month, i am really like going crazy. i did not know you can pick up so fast. But nvm, since u are so heartless to me, i also could not do anything. maybe is me who is selfish to use such word la. But who make me fall into the hell ?
Life is really a joke. you can spent you life together with a person for 1 year, and there is left with no memories. compare to others ppl who gave you a 1 night of happiness and you can be unforgetable for life. This show that how useless i can be 1 year of time cannot even compare with 1 day, funny rite? lol..
Seriously i have really decided and think about it, i will never ever think of getting you back anymore. I of course have no longer any hope in you. For now, i really did not think i hope you can still come back to me. I really won't think about that anymore.... Since you are a person with no memories i think i am learning to be a person with no memories too.
The mj i like have already die. This is not the mj i like anymore. My mj is sweet, cute, kind, friendly. Not a 1 who left no memories, not the 1 who is so heartless.
But seriously i really hope i don't lose you as my friends. still remenbers our happy first sch semester? Whenever you are feeling down i am always the 1 who is always concering about you? Remenber when you are being left alone when they are singing happly in ktv who is the 1 who entertain you? When we are walking on the orchard streets i always notice somone being left aside, and walk to you to talk.
you are really a gal i feel i should really care for you. This feeling just came to me when i just met you, really. Maybe becoming lover are a real mistake, because its so hard for us to get back to our usual friendship.
Actually i expect all this to come, and you still remenber once on the phone i ask you, "we will sure be hurt in the end so do you really want to start this relationship"?
I don't trust love seriously, Because maybe we are still young for love? i don't know.
For now, you think when i talk to you, its did not need corage? but you are just so cold to me.
And i am now quite disapointed in you too, bad grade is what you want? i though you say that u are not going to be late? i though you know what you are doing?
but actually ming, i really know you, actually you did not know what you are doing. You have not really ask in life what do you want.
Open you eyes bigger and think twice whenever you want to do somethings.
Its late now, i think is time for me to sleep. but whatever its is 只要你好就好...
but i knew ..... 你一点都不好。。。
i really really hope you can be happy, as happy as the mj when we first met...
written at.12:42 PM