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haiz. what a day for me.... Today early in the moring mum wake me up to see the doctor for leg. Wake up and notice that my leg can't even put straight. The previous day was can't even bend now, i can't even put it straight. On the route to there, was a damn fastrausting time. Alot of thing happen.... My father gave me a ride to that place and my mum travel by bus to wait for us there. So getting on the bike was like hell man. How am i suppose to get onto the bike when my right leg was totally hurt. So my mum bring down a cruthes which i use during the time when i operate my foot time" the crab season"
With that i am able to get on the bike. So when i am on the bike my leg can't step on the leg stands, so i got to put my leg kinda straight lieding on the air. So during some turning was so afraid that my father would just turn to the right and then my leg will rub again the ground. Understand what i mean? On the bike, my father keep telling me not to put my hand on his shoulder, keep calling me to hug him, i insist not to, cause his stamach very er xin. Then my father like abit irritated by me cause i keep touching her back. Then we on the bike like qurrael also... lol..
The most fastrasting things came. I was going to yishun block 912 to see the doctor, but my dad blur ride me to 219. When i told him is the wrong place, but he insist is the correct place. So he keep asking me to go down his bike and wait for awhile. So in a middle no where, i was drop at yishun block 200 plus area. And my dad just ride off. My mum call: " where are u all? how come so long? "
I was so fastrated and then i say in a loud tone," father siao already la, i told him he aight me at wrong place and he keep insisting that is the correct place.
Really, i was so fastrasted, So i gt to stand in the path ways along a roadside holding a cructhes and so many ppl are looking at me. And gt to stand under a hot sun also, cause i scare i walk too far later my father cannot find me back.
So my mother call me again and told me that father heard wrong place to go, and he told me he is coming. Gt to wait for him for about 30 min. Was really very pek cek. Then my father came opposite shouting to me " hey cross the road" i was stun? With my cruches and i am jay walking a 2 way path road. Angry when i saw my father and i was saying him in a louder tone, "See i tell u, u is a wrong place already? and why you inisit is correct"?
My father gt nthing to say but say " heard wrong la."
When reaching the 900 plus block, my mum keep calling me, but i cannot answer because i am on the bike. So my father instead of pulling of me outside the shop but find his way to find car park.
Then i gt to walk again. Was angry because the car park was really some distance from the block.
Reach the shop, the doctor just help me massage and rub only. He say seem like nthing but if tml still sowllen then i got to go for an x ray. Damn it la, X ray at least 70 buck la, super waste money sei... For my condition now, i can;t even walk properly. And when i walk i felt so pain. And of course i am limpping. For tml, i don noe want to go school anot? Because i really walk very slow and i am afraid alot of people will sure look at me, so pai sei. Super embarressing. But i come to think of it, my grade are all C, and its all late, why should i not go school?
I decided to cab down already. i really hope after the nap my leg can be better. Yea, My day was really sway. Btw my mum say today is a day sure to rain, and its is really raining, she say today "wan mu nian nian" very sad because she gt to send his son aways.
My days really suck. Don't know why this type of things happen to me. Emotionally hurt really kill me already, and now i am phisically disable. I just hope to get well soon.
haiz, scare tml got lab during second meeting then i need to walk again.
But of course i gt a good news too, I have change my phone. This phone definetly better then bangadash.... But i can't get to buy the phone myself, due to my leg, and my brother help me buy back.
haiz, my mother told me, so many things happening to my family already and i now still like that? Nv take care of myself? Will blog what happen to my ah ma soon. Is so sad for her...
When i feel like standing up again.... And now my leg hurt.... So what did god want from me? What have i done?.....
written at.9:54 AM