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ALWAYS BELIEVE... LOVE IS BEAUTIFUL
Started my days emotionally, because today was the last day of the funernal. Tear just wet everyone eyes. This is the first time i have really gone through of these things. The other time when i was smaller, i did not know how painful its was when someone have left u. But for now, i am really grown up. The feeling for someone leaving you was really really so pain. For some aunty i saw them feeling all right, but when the time when my ah ma body need to be burn off, they cry so badly, really so badly.... They cry and shout here and there. There is nothing much as what we" grandson"can do but saw them crying. Even though i am not very close with ah ma, but i just can't control my tear too. I cried... so hurt to see all the rest are crying.
Really can't imagine someone you have love left you, and even more left this world. This kind of feeling was bad.... Its was the first time i vistied madai cenumentary. Today was just a tired day for me. Coming home at 5 plus, and then later taking a nap at 9 till 11. When 11 have a baths and really feel so refresh...
After all this, in my minds i am starting to be more refresh, refresh in my thinking too. I want to work hard in school. I want to continue my dream, and of course i want to earn big bucks.
And today recieved 2 strange phone call. 1 was from a person call "shiny", she call me and ask me to replace her for work. but i told her i can't in fact maybe could call jeff or his gf. But this gal told me, she find it very weried to call unknow ppl. But i asked her " but why did you dare to call me? lol...
Another 1 was a rather disapointment call. Don't know why this person want to call me. And its is already so late. I remain claim when talking... But no matter what is not my fault anyway.... lol..
but i am a little disapointed in you, if this is truth... :(
To the guy : but i am just nothing what....
written at.11:12 AM