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ALWAYS BELIEVE... LOVE IS BEAUTIFUL
Yes, i went crazy again. And i post a song i sing again, a FIR song. Seriously this song help me win her back once, but of course now all is nthing i noe... I sang this song one time only n record it down. i sang during that time when i was soooo so in pain. U can cancel of stop the song if u find it irritating...
This song just decribe my feeling now too. Maybe the things i want to say ba.
How sad i can be? my story is just saddness.... So rite now. i feel pain again.... Pain in the inside and also pain at the outside. (i dislocated my knee just now in training. Now i can't walk le.)
sometime i ask myself why i am like this? but in fact i just can't control my feeling. Sometime i have already tell my heart to do, but my heart just don follow it to do.
Feeling really pain now. So what have i lose to? I lost to maple. Really lost to it...
Got to see doctor for my leg tml in the moring. I am afraid the sore will stick to me for life. I lost my voice now, coughing badly.. angry la. i can't sing now.... I wanna sing out my feeling.... So many things can't because of my leg and it stop. FYp meeting tml, judge audition for the year 1, and i can i still walk to buy my new phone?
And seriously i am very disapointed in myself too.I am late for school. My mood swing so fast. I did not do anything in school recently. I did waste alot of time which i am not suppose to... I sure get an F for U test... haiz...
if only a medicine which can control my feeling....
The song lyric....
当你决定 你要离开我
我没有说什么 就当作你自由
有好几次 我都想忘了
苦酒也没有用 就当作是寂寞
只有我能明白 他的温柔
对你是种解脱 其实要告诉我
只是你的最爱
其实你很爱他 对我的惩罚
说你没有想他 谁可怜我吧
我也没有借口 只能放手
不敢奢求 你说爱我
其实你很爱他 他很温柔吗
其实你很想他 就说出口吧
我也不想多说 捂住耳朵
不想再次听到你说
你很爱他
其实你很爱他 对我的惩罚
说你没有想他 谁可怜我吧
我也没有借口 只能放手
不敢奢求 你说爱我
其实你很爱他 他很温柔吗
其实你很想他 就说出口吧
我也不想多说 捂住耳朵
不想再次听到你说
你很爱他
你很爱他...
Sometime reason are just excuse for ppl. Because i knew that the reason is not the answer but its is only an excuse.
written at.10:54 AM